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i’m home!!!

thanks vanilla for yesterday, the greatest night in my life…

"Kansas City Shuffle is when everybody looks right,      and you go left
It’s not something people hear about
Falls on deaf ears mostly

But this particular one’s been over 20 years in the making
No small matter
Requires a lot of planning
It involves a lot of people
People connected only by the slightest of events
Like whispers in the night
in that place that never forgets  even when those people do."
-(just) Smith a.k.a. Mr. Goodkat/Lucky Number Slevin-

Damn i like this movie.
Magnificent cast, smart dialogue,
good shots, unboring storytelling,
nice photography, good scores
and mostly
a beautiful smart twisted ending.

haha, what the hell i’m blabbering about,
eventhough i’m not too familiar with the director’s name, Paul McGuigan,
LUCKY NUMBER SLEVIN is a thing.
must watch, if you said you like smart films.

those quote rise at the beginning of the movie,
at first i don’t care what it was saying, just some kind of stupid dialog,
that i don’t have to understand to get the story of the movie.
but then, after finished watching, still with the amazement because the ending,
i watch this movie again (whoa, it makes me watch it twice…)
haha, those quote explain the rest of the movie.
especially in the second paragraphs.
this movie is about ‘this particullar one’s’ that based on Kansas City Shuffle.

and by the second watch, i get how good was this film.
by experience, in my opinion, a good film is a film with less coincidence
like when a cop chasing a runaway bad guy, suddenly from nowhere citizen pass by with their car
and the cop easily show his/her badge and take the car chase the bad guy.
or like when in teenage movie at a romantic ending, suddenly a heavy rain pour down.
and etc, all those stupid coincidence.
or should i call, a stupid movie cliche.

but in lucky number slevin, even the opening credits scene have their meaning.
why the background was paper book,
why benny killed by a baseball ball,
why henry, max’s kid, smart enough (according to his dad) and like baseball,
[careful, i'm spoiling...]
why slevin had an ataraxia,
why must be kelavra,
[hehe, funny thing, if you get the notch]

okay, enough about the crap,
i should’ve been sleep now.
in less than twenty hours, i’ll be in different island
and i even not yet start to packing,
while bem already packed and ready to fly
huah, goodnight…

here’s another quote to close this post:

"How do you get to two men that can’t be gotten to?
You get them to come to you.
But to do that… i needed a name.
And where do you find names?
In books.
And who has books?"
-Slevin Kelavra/Lucky Number Slevin-

…
bingung.
so many things happen
so many thoughts pass

lagi muter albumnya the cure yang piano version.
entah kenapa pas dengerin love song sama boys don’t cry…
sad feeling rushed in.
feeling guilty to someone i don’t even know who
regreting how meaningless time passed by
mad to myself for escaping from the real reality
laugh on others suffering.
is this really me?
is this really what i want in life?
how about my dreams?
how about my responsibility?

ugh.
yes, its me. just a bit over sentimental.

yosh, harus ngepost malam ini!

sebelumnya mo minta maaf ama vanila,
sori deh udah bilang kamu hantu…
[tak dinyanya tak disangka, dia baca blog gw juga... :P]
tapi kan kalo hantunya cakep ya oke aja…

yo, tadi ke jakarta bareng the marketing’ers [gw, hanin, upik, dita]
and the sibulu’ers [vania, heri bokep, ajen]
cari duit [cari sponsor lah halusnya] buat acara comvis.
company visit mahasiswa teknik informatika
acara tahunan HMIF yang kali ini mo dibikin breakthrough…
soalnya visitnya ke singapore.
gile, keluar negeri cing… [dasar kampung :)]
padahal diliat dari sisi lain, comvis kali ini tuh…
sebenernya…
…
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wah, kalo gw beberin disini behind the scenes acaranya kaya apa, bakal jadi essay ni post :p
dan lagi ga pengen menyulut api apa apa
hehe…

yah pokoknya hari ini jadi hari yang menyenangkan aja deh.
sama temen2 yang beda melakukan hal yang berbeda.

temen2 yang beda:

    mobil 1 -escudo momon: hanin, vania, ajen, si ganteng
    mobil 2 -accord dita: dita, tangos, upik
    yah meskipun mungkin bagi kalian gw itu
    temen kategori 4 nya upik [pinjem istilah ya pik]
    tapi jangan sampe pertemanan ini hilang yak…
    [duh, terlalu sentimentil ni gw]

hal yang berbeda:

    kapan lagi habis kuliah cabut ke jakarta,
    trus malemnya udah balik lagi ke bandung, krn besok harus kuliah lagi…
    [tapi bukan gw yak, besok libur yeay...]
    kapan lagi bisa sharing sama manager HRDnya fujitsu
    meski menolak proposal, malah membahas perkembangan IT di indonesia
    [terima kasih pak radit atas sharingnya]

yah, buat temen2ku yang beda tadi. thanks udah ngajakin.
it was a nice adventure.
sukses yak comvisnya…!

emang susah pacaran sama hantu…
ga bisa dipegang.
mending kalo bisa diliat.
yang ini cuma bisa didenger.
jarang-jarang lagi…

untungnya masih ada medium perantara,
benda kecil berinisial H.P.
tapi masalahnya H.P. ga punya mata,
ga punya idung, ga punya bibir, ga punya kulit.
duh.

emang susah pacaran sama hantu.
jadi pengen terbang kesana…

anak kosan punya properti mandi sendiri2.
yang dengan apik dibungkus dengan gayung mandi masing2.
begitu juga gw dan bem.
yang meski terikat hubungan darah dan handuk [<- ada yang ngerti maksudnya ini? :P]
tapi tidak terikat properti mandi…
dia punya sabun mandi sendiri:
sabun bayi j******&j****** top to toe.
jadinya sabun yang bisa dipake shampoan.
dan gw kebetulan sudah tidak memiliki persediaan shampo.
jadilah mode leecher: on
[tiap kali mo keramas minta punya bem]
sudah berlangsung beberapa kali
karena keenakan, jadi malas membeli shampo sendiri.
[huehuehue...]

sampai tadi pagi:

bangun jam setengah 9.
karena sudah disms oleh panitia ppab mgg untuk kumpul jam 9,
maka langsung segera berangkat akan mandi.
ambil handuk, ambil cd [bukan compact disc] ganti,
karena merasa sudah lama tidak keramas, ambil shampo* di kamar bem.
[shampo* refer to sabun bayi j&j top to toe...]

lalu mandi..
la…la..la..
du..du..du..[<- penting yah ada ginian]

habis mandi, taruh handuk, taruh cucian kotor,
taruh sampo* di kamar bem…
[sampo* refer to sabun bayi j&j top to toe...]

ternyata ada dita,
dit: ngapain bawa2 itu* mandi? kan udah dibeliin sabun waktu ini?
[itu* refer to sabun bayi j&j top to toe...]
den: pinjem lah, pake keramas.
dit: [ketawa]
den: hah?
dit: lha, ngapain keramas pake sabun L**?
den: wha…?
dit: yang sabun bayi itu kan uda lama abis, botol itu sekarang isinya sabun *UX!
den: jadi selama ini…
dit: [ketawa ngakak]
den: !@#$%&^

[sabtu 30Sep'06]